June 30, 2010

Yesterday, Tues June 29, i went to the chemo nurses at IMC to get my port accessed for today's procedure. I also got blood labs done while i was there. I did this so i wouldn't have to wait for a nurse that knew how to access my port at LD.
The blood transfusion really made a difference. I was tired the first day but the second day i was more awake and was feeling more like myself.
Radiation is now on Wednesdays. Chris and I arrived at LD around 5:45am. The waiting room was full, at least 4 couples ahead of us and one of the groups waiting had a baby. I was surprised to see a baby there, surprised they didn't go to Primary Childrens. We waited about 15 minutes and then got called back. We got in the room, got changed and the nurse came in. She was happy to see I was already accessed and all she had to do was a saline flush and hook up the saline bag, almost too easy. I was rolled down to the OR around 7:15am. Again, Lindsey Lloyd was my driver, and a new orderly in training. We chatted the whole ride down, good times. This was going to be a good day i thought to myself. They dropped me off at the OR, room 17. Dr. Thomson came over to talk to me. He mentioned that I only have one more treatment left and everything was going great. I was so relaxed and ready for today's events. I got rolled into the OR and i told the pain doc that the falafel meds don't work on me. He laughed and said, "you mean fentanyl?" Oh yeah, I mean fentanyl. He wasted no time getting me fast asleep. I didn't even get a chance to make any jokes, except for the one.
Recovery was good. Little to no pain. The catheter is an acquired, what is the word I'm looking for, acquired something, it didn't hurt like last Friday. I was coming out of sedation very quickly. The nurse asked me if i wanted some ice chips. "Yes please!" Never been offered ice chips before, so exciting! I few minutes passed and I could here the little baby coughing. Crazy hearing a baby coughing in the recovery room.
The nurse wheeled me down to radiation, i actually had to tell her where to go because it was her first time down to radiation. Weird how I am telling the nurses what to do in their hospital. I am feeling more like an empowered patient instead of a helpless one. Chris wasn't there! Where was he? I was worried but then I thought maybe he was out getting coffee or a snack. He was actually up in the other waiting room and didn't know i was out already since the prep went so fast. The CT scan went fast. Dr. Thomson actually stayed to do the mapping this time, which was awesome because I had the chance to ask him questions I had about my treatment. Out into the hallway to wait while they plan my radiation time. Chris played his game while i rested.
They wheel me into the radiation room. Dr. Thomson came into hook me up to the machine. "13 minutes Sara." He said to me, longest one yet. I just laid there and looked at the ceiling thinking about getting home and seeing the girls, thinking about how I'm going to get my life back to normal after this is over, thinking about how hard it's going to be to get my life back to normal, not just my life my families. Me having this disease has changed my whole families routine. I will celebrate when treatment is over but i will also celebrate when I get me and my families routine back. Removal of the packing went fast, only a little spotting. Dr. Thomson stayed in the room to answer some more questions we had.
What happens after my last treatment? In six weeks I will do an exam and a possible CT scan to check for the tumor.
When should I get my port removed? After the last treatment or unless you want to keep it in incase of a CT scan.
We had other questions but these were the two i remember and the most important.
We left the hospital at 10:30am. That is the fastest time yet. Can't wait to get next Wednesday over with. Thanks to everyone who is supporting me and my family through this. I appreciate everything you do, even the little things help us out a lot.