May 14, 2010

Arrived to radiation in tears. Most of the water works was from being so tired and having no control over my physical body. My muscles are so tired and achy. Each nurse wants to greet you "how are you sara?" i want to take my fingers and poke out their eyes but I know they mean well so I let the water works continue and ride it out. My pain today was a 4 on a scale of 1-10, 10 being worst pain. My hip is bugging me but the doctor thinks it's the muscles getting back into shape and over compensating for other movements I'm doing, oh yeah and the radiation burning my insides. I sleep the rest of the day.